Tuesday, September 08, 2015

The Aftermath

I received a  message warning all Chinese and Indians to stay away from Bukit Bintang and Petaling Street areas  this coming 16th Sept,  in case there breaks out a racial riot. Apparently  there are   people huddled in emergency meetings all over Malaysia planning for a ‘blood-bath’ on that day.  There was a reference to  some blog-site calling for a Himpunan Rakyat Bersatu. Accompanying it was a rather provocative picture of a masked  figure in black wielding a sword superimposed on the Malaysian flag with the words Himpunan Maruah Melayu, Tanah TumpahNya DarahKu.  This comes hot on the heels of a Red Shirt rally which last I heard is planned to go ahead on Oct 10. I am bemused;  what is this Malaysian obsession with the colors red and yellow?

In response I questioned   whether  the allegations of a  conspiracy (that, by the way, is  another hot favourite  with Malaysians) are true and if so, whether the police had been made aware of such a dangerous situation.  I had half-a-mind to go make a police report, like some folks  seem ever so eager to do. But I confess I was just too plain lazy, so I did the next best thing in my circumstances – I promptly forwarded the pictures to my journalist-daughter.  Trust  the good old press (especially online media) to  dig up stuff.  Which worked.  So now everyone (at least those connected to social media)  should know there is this huge rally that’s going to descend onto the  streets of KL – again.  Looks like we are keeping our police force  very busy these days, doing their job to maintain peace and order, rally after rally.

Truth is, after all the ra-ra-ra of Bersih 4, I can’t shake off the sadness in my heart.  Many good and true things have been said  about that rally. Many are still extolling its ‘success’, noble aims, unity of spirit, demonstration of people power, the voice of moderation, etc  etc.  All of which may be absolutely correct.  I was one of those tens of or hundreds of thousands who were just sitting around on Jalan Tun Perak that hot Saturday afternoon.  But I didn’t wear yellow, unlike the previous rallies I attended.  I chose not to actually, not because I feared anything (heck, what’s there to fear when I have had to run from riot police, climbed walls and been tear-gassed  before?)  Put it down to a personal conviction that I don’t want to be associated with calls to overthrow a legitimate ruling government, no matter how rotten, obnoxious or downright bad it is.  I have no quarrel, no doubts whatsoever about the rightness of the cause for justice,  free and fair elections, transparent responsible government, etc  etc.  But there are certain lines I will not cross when it comes to the ways that man use  to force change.  The cause may be right, the methods may be all wrong. Just like someone once said the road to hell is paved with all sorts of good intentions.

Amidst all the noise of the mammoth crowd on the road that morning, I was overwhelmed not with joy or pride, but strangely with sadness.  I saw a handful of young Malays sitting by themselves at my first pit-stop near Pasar Seni.  I asked how many were in their group. The youngster replied, 3 buses from Shah Alam. I gave them a thumbs-up. Further down near Menara Maybank I spied another small group of Malays. Like the first group, they looked so out of place and dejected; I joined them.
 I remember the first Bersih rally I attended;  there were so many Malays mingling around, even  in the so-called  “Chinese” areas around Petaling Street – the pak-cik and his entire family – wife and children all – from Kelantan sitting on the curb. Tudung-clad women huddling together, giggling and jabbering away in dialect. The Malays were the noisiest of the lot then, blasting   horns, dancing around in masks.  They were the ones passing this old aunty the salt and the water when the gas hit, they were the ones hauling  me up the steep slope as we ran together,  away from the cannons and the trucks.

No, I don’t subscribe to the rather simplistic view that Bersih 4 is a “Chinese” rally, just because there were  so few Malays.  Causes like no corruption, good governance, eradication of poverty, proper financial management transcend race and politics. But let’s not brush off  the obvious lack of Malay participation as inconsequential or irrelevant.  My Malay brethren are the majority in this nation.  If only 20% are out there, marching beside my Chinese, Indian and Orang Asal brethren, how can I claim inclusiveness? No, it’s not a numbers game, but numbers do make up a full story. The story of a Malaysia for Malaysians will never be complete without the Malays. 

That’s why I was feeling so sad as I  listened to the uncle from Penang telling me how he had got together one car-load of friends to make the over-night trip. They slept on the streets, because they didn’t want to spend on hotel and didn’t want to inconvenience friends. That was when I felt the prick of tears in my eyes.  Whatever the reason so few Malays turned up for  Bersih 4 doesn’t really matter. I miss them and it just hurts me that they – the majority Malaysians -  were ‘not there’  this time. I shook their hands and told them to please go over to Sogo, since the Malay crowd was apparently bigger over that side. I hoped  that would  lift up their spirits a little, being with their kind. Because whether we like it or not, we are communal creatures;  we feel more comfortable and  at ease  surrounded by our own.  It’s not about being racist; it’s simply a fact that should be acknowledged without shame.  Birds of a feather do flock together.   



When the dust has settled, in the aftermath of things, are memories of a ‘great’ rally all that’s left of Bersih 4? Now a counter-rally is being planned. And definitely this one makes no qualms about being opened to a particular race. So we are back to square one - there’s the ugly race card being flashed again – it’s like playing a game of tit-for-tat – let’s see who can boast the biggest crowds, the most colorful parade. And meanwhile messages of fear are being circulated. Fear of this, fear of that. What kind of madness have we descended to, that we live in fear of each other? What will it take for us to recognize and accept one another with all our racial quirks and idiosyncrasies as simply valuable human beings in the eyes of our Creator and of ourselves?


It’s a sad day for Malaysia when we come to such a stage that we  fear the possibility of our fellow citizens murdering us on the open streets of our cities.  I, for one,  refuse  to be burdened with this kind of negativity;  such messages only add fuel to fire.  Let’s not live in fear of, but in love for, one another.   

May God bless Malaysia and Malaysians with the perfect love that drives out all fear.  


 Published MMO 8/9/15

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