Tuesday, January 12, 2010

A M'sian returns...

 
 
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When I saw Helen's mail in my in-box, i knew something was up. Helen is not the type to email... she always says she doesn't know how to fiddle faddle with her PC - its a complete mystery to her apparently... so for her to email is most unusual to say the least... and indeed, it was to be a rare ocassion - she was headed back to sunny M'sia and stopping over a couple of days in KL, for once. That had me scrambling to somehow pull together a gathering of whoever are in KL to welcome our dear grande dame home. So it was, that on a Sunday nite, 2 guys and 4 gals from the BM/HS gang met up with her, and with each other. Ha ha, as i said, it takes a homecoming M'sian to get local-ites to gather!
Helen is... well, Helen. She hasn't forgotten her Hokkien, despite all her years in Aussieland, notwithstanding her definite 'ang mo kau' accent. The couple of hours we sat gathered around a table of KL's famous (ie famous to all except me, the 'katak dibawah tempurung' who doesn't venture out much, and definitely not to such 'hi-fi' places) Sky Bar on the 33rd floor of a hotel whizzed past much too quickly. So we ladies just had to plop ourselves down on the lobby cushions for some 'extra time'. If not for the fact that some of us had to work the next day, i venture we would still have been sitting around till the counter staff chased us out!
For me, it was also a really once-in-a-blue-moon chance to see the 2 guys; and meet their wives and Hock Seng's 3 pretty princesses. As we recalled the names of the others, it was with a tinge of nostalgia in my heart, remembering our school years, when all we had on our agenda was exams and pimples.
Now, i can only guess at how full some of our lists are - probably can churn out spread-sheets galore! And so we say we have no time; got so many 100001 things to do. Actually surely time has always been there for all of us. God has always given 24 hrs a day to each of us; no less no more than when were 15, as now when we are 50. So really its merely a matter of choice what we do with those 24 hrs. I could spend it getting bogged down with worries about my kids, my job, my watever... or I could spend it getting focused on the things of God . I could either work an extra hour (doing stuff, more of which will still be there tomorrow, and never is finished anyway), or pray an extra hour instead (which however will not add anything to my earthly bank account). The first may earn me a promotion up the corporate ladder, (and with it, more stuff to do ); the latter blesses my heart with the peace of God that transcends all human understanding.
I made my choice 8 years ago when Jesus knocked on my door...someone once quizzed me, how is it that when everyone aims to climb up the ladder, i appear to be climbing down. Ahh, i tell this fren of mine, you see, we are climbing different ladders....

..."So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal"...2 Cor 4:18

Friday, January 01, 2010

Countdown to 2010

 
 
 
 
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This time round, the year end hols seems to be such a 'rush-y' one for me. Or maybe i must be getting older and slower so much so i am still trying to catch my breath after greeting 2010 in church on 31 dec, the last day of 2009??? What with school training, Taiwan trip, street ministry work, thanksgiving dinners, Christmas celebration with the orang asli and Indonesian brethren, it seems like the days just flew by... here i am already in January 2010, and tomorrow, i will be back to work again...

As i roll over the past 2 months 'countdown' in my mind, i hv got mixed feelings...
I am so grateful for God's many blessings thru out this year; the highlight of which must be my boy's baptism on the last nite of 2009 - the perfect icing on the cake on top of the 6As and 1 B results of his PMR( which its only by the grace of God that he managed, for the minimum studying he put in of his own effort!!)Long have i prayed that he would take this public step of obedience to God's command. And as i watched him 'dunked' into the baptism pool,this mother's heart is finally at peace, that it is done... all my immediate family has now publicly unequivocably acknowledged Jesus Christ our Savior, Lord and Master. What greater joy, what greater blessing can there be than being secured in His love, knowing for sure we are God's precious children, part of His great worldwide family of Christ-ians, and part of the multitudes that will appear together in heaven on that final day of reckoning, when every knee shall bow and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is indeed King and Lord of all...
Yet, despite all the festivities of the season, there is a tinge of sadness in my heart; for those who haven't experienced or dont want to experience such great blessing... I see the faces of the street people I minister to every Sat, i remember the long list of frens and other family members i pray over daily, i know there are billions more all over the world who have never known the One who came to save them. And my heart grieves; as God Himself surely grieves, for those who have not chosen to come back to Him....
Over the month of December, i saw many Christmas trees... different shapes, sizes, all beautifully decorated of coz. But as I admire them, there is 1 other tree that comes to my mind. A huge, ugly tree, shape of a cross. That tree was raised on a hill top more than 2000 years ago; on it was hung not whimsy pretty decorations, but the bruised and broken body of the Savior of the world in public demonstration of God's great love for mankind. That tree stands tall in my mind's eye; and i take consolation that becoz Jesus bore it, died hung on it but rose alive 3 days later , there is hope for man to be saved.
So as 2010 begins another chapter in the history of the world, i thank God not just for the blessings that He can (and does) give , not just for what He can do, but above all, for who He is - our loving compassionate merciful Father, who wishes none to perish but all to come to repentance and everlasting life - and what He has already done - provided Jesus as Redeemer and Savior of our souls.

"...Christ has rescued us from the curse pronounced by the law. When he was hung on the cross, he took upon himself the curse for our wrongdoing. For it is written in the Scriptures, "Cursed is everyone who is hung on a tree..." Gal 3:13

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